day 0.5 this is the schedule, written up by my parents & our family therapist. it was 'proposed' to me in the sense that i wasn't a part of the making of it, but not so in the sense that i have no say in any of this. i knew this was coming, and ahead of confirmation, i wrote, "i am 23, 24 years old in June. i want to kill myself. i mean, i wanted to before this. this is o » Continue Reading
hey, its ryan. chill day. there's gonna be holiday on thu and fri and idk how to feel about it. i'm at school right now in economics class, but we're practically doing nothing since the teacher hasn't shown up and there's no email whatsoever. so here i am, bored. i’m gonna take more quizzes on lauren’s (a very cool person) profile because they're actually kinda fun. so far i have gotten oatmeal co... » Continue Reading
need to take more pics of my actual outfits, swear i have drip sometimes !! dressing up is just hard :p -⎽__⎽-⎻⎺⎺⎻-⎽__⎽--⎻⎺⎺⎻--⎽__⎽-⎻⎺⎺⎻-⎽__⎽--⎻⎺⎺⎻--⎽__⎽-⎻⎺⎺⎻-⎽__⎽--⎻⎺⎺⎻- » Continue Reading
find a waaaayyyyyyy, anastaaaaaaaasiaaaaaaa ryan here. school is over and hahah my dimbass forgot my laptop so it was a little painful since i have no distractions for the day. what i wanted to talk about today is not about school though. i kick myself for having 'girly' interests. the first time i watched the anastasia musical, i cried at this scene for absolutely no reason. there is a better rec... » Continue Reading
rymoor here. nice date today, 555 angel numbr. someone look up what that means. i woke up terrible i was gonna pull a all nightrr but failed. i was so irritable this morning while the sun that time shoned beautifully too it was all golden (in the sky.haha). i just wasted that sight fuckkkkkkkkk. i can never have bautiful things, huh. anyway im at school and fuck im so fucking sleepy. but im here a... » Continue Reading
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I want to cut off my ears hearing how low people speak about others. I genuinely can't stand being surrounded by people who can casually talk down on people. Unfortunately, I don't have a choice but to sit and listen since I'm constantly surrounded by it. (school/social gatherings). It's so uncomfortable. Maybe I'm being sensitive, but the things I hear people say are so hurtful. I overheard so ... » Continue Reading
Disclaimer! I'm not disabled myself, if I get anything wrong here, please correct me, also if any of it seems incoherent - I'm sorry. If it comes off as ableist, I deeply apologize, I'm open to getting educated as I do not wish to be ignorant. So the "disabled positivity" movement, what even is that? To put it simply - not discriminating people based on their disabilit » Continue Reading
hey, it's me ryan. i havent slept a bit but i'll probably sleep in class tomorrow. i prefer the half-state sleep rather than deep sleep, because if i go through deep sleep, ill dream or have a nightmare thatll both stain the sheets my good dreams is a dream where my parents will be home, or a life where i have animal friends or transported into disney (someplace magical) or any movie i watched. bu... » Continue Reading
What exactly is scene? scene is a alternative subculture that was popular among teenagers/young people, it was created in the 1990s and became popular in the early 2000s. Members of the scene subculture were referred to as scene kids, trendies, or scenesters. Before 2005 scene clothes were darker colors like black or grey like emo. Scene is basically the opposite from emo. Scene is also ... » Continue Reading
When I started high school I wanted to be an environmental scientist. I was extremely passionate about the subject but then I quickly realized it wasn't a "high paying career". My family isn't poor, we're probably considered working/lower middle class. It's kinda essential that whatever I plan to do with my life, that it's guaranteed to bring me financial stability. I'm lucky my parents are allowi... » Continue Reading
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